Happy New Year Everyone.
Sorry I fell behind in my posts. I took some time to consider what my new year was going to look like. In doing so I realized I needed to address some areas in my life which were lacking tremendously
So I decided to create a new plan. I shrunk that plan down to 4 blocks. These four blocks are going to be my focus going forth into the new year. I also realized I am going to have to be more selfish with my time and focus since I have to make sure I am taking care of me before I can take care of the world. I posted some time back on a Facebook status, "You can't Save the world, if you refuse to take care of yourself." I also figured out, I was hiding behind helping others. You see, by helping others I was able to take the spotlight off my own problems. This year it was time to leave that behind me.
My Four Blocks are as follow in no particular order: (mind I didn't add Tiff and Kayelle since they are going to love me regardless and each of the blocks will make the bond with us better.)
1. Focus on my weight.
It was time to address the LARGE ELEPHANT I CARRY AROUND WRAPPED AROUND MY BODY. It was time to make a focused effort on my weight and health. With finding out a replacement knee operation could be on the horizon. It was time to do something. Except this time, I am keep my workouts and progress and slip ups to myself. No videos, no updates, nothing. I will unveile new me when I get to the top of the mountain. I want to get the old me back, I may not be able to get him completely back but he is in there and I am going set him free.
3. Get back to writing.
As you can see from the pictures, there are some heavy hitters in this book and again I am honored to be part of the powerful all start team assembled by
Elissa Gabrielle of Peace in the Storm Publishing
4. Becoming a better Educator.
With all the changes in the New York City Dept. of Ed, you think after 18 years a brother would have seen it all. Well with changes comes a different mindset. I realized to be able to help the children I serve I need to understand what I am teaching and how they need to be taught. So I am making sure I work at getting better at my craft. I also have to come to terms with my health prevents me from being the educator I could and I felt embarrassed. People don't say it to me directly but I know they are thinking it "How can the Health Education and PE Teacher be Fat?" You see there is only so much sound skills and intelligence can carry when the truth is the truth. Yes I am great with my students, yes I have a great way around a classroom, however I need to be better to be a better example to the children who's live I am trying to enhance.
So as you see all 4 of these blocks are interconnected. They all make me a better father, husband, author, man of God, educator and much much more. The road is not going to be easy and I am sure I am going to come face to face with someone I am going to hate at times (myself) but change is never easy, nor is success. But I want this. Since I am not posting about these goals until I reach the top of the mountain I decided to share out now. I ask that you pray for me. Keep me in good thoughts and don't worry I am on my grind.
So there you have it, no resolutions for 2015 Goals and a plan which is in place. Time to jump off and get in some meditation and prayer before I call it a night. 2015 is going to be my year because I said so and I control me.
Take Care and God bless
K. L. Belvin